Julie-Anne Grace

Lyrics

Spinning in the blackness, is anyone there, is anyone there
The void that you've been filling,  feels beyond repair, beyond repair
What's happening to me, I'm naked and raw 
You gave me something I've never had before

I'm torn
This confusing duality
Was anything real, how can it feel
Both loving and cruel at the same time
Oh how can this be
Oh God please help me,
Help me make sense of it all

Gratitude for kindness, or is it denial or is it denial
Every time we talk, my body knows, yes my body knows
What's happening to me, am I going insane
Or is my body telling me how abused I have been

I'm torn
This confusing duality
Was anything real, how can it feel
Both loving and cruel at the same time
Oh how can this be
Oh God please help me,
Help me make sense of it all

Cognitive dissonance, dissonance

You only show me your loving side now
The side I fell in love with
But there's a whole other side that scares me
Can't deny it anymore
Fighting with myself every day 
I wanna call you but I know I can't 
Gotta break this addiction, addiction, addiction

Heard the angels singing, up on the hill, up on the hill
Did you rape my soul or crawl under my skin, crawl under my skin
Blessed divinity or a dark entity
Who's under your mask, what's your hidden identity

I'm torn
This confusing duality
Was anything real, how can it feel
Both loving and cruel at the same time
Oh how can this be
Oh God please help me,
Help me make sense of it all (all all, going up into next chorus)


I'm torn
This confusing duality
Was anything real, how can it feel
Both loving and cruel at the same time
Oh how can this be
Oh God please help me,
Help me make sense of it all
Help me make sense of it all